地圖上沒有的路

have I really been spending too much time
in places that I shouldn't be


been losing my focus
but I just want to keep wandering
I don't know how to deal with this, 
this pile of insecurity occupying my place

這樣隨便走走 停停 逛逛 看看
會不會成為一輩子的模式
因為過了十年以後
還是不知道自己要甚麼 能做甚麼